I feel like a shitty failure. Still haven’t manage to find a job yet.

Just the other day, I suddenly had weird suicidal thoughts! OMG! Haven’t had them since 13years ago!

What is the reason for my existence???

Got rejected by a couple of companies that I went interview for… that’s depressing… and I haven’t found what I really want to do yet…

zzzz…. *snores*